Guilty Im Guilty.

They are in my thoughts,

Every moment.
The secret words,
I dare not say.

Every minute,
I wonder why.
Ever day,
A little dies.

The memory is always there.
I live with the guilt.
I try to remember the lies,
In the fairy tale world I built.

I know I did wrong.
Each day makes it worse.
The truth won't change,
Still it hurts.

I push it down.
I hold it inside.