Sick & tired.

I dont know what happened between us. Im so tired. My heart is sad and sick. Please. I really need you. But I dont know. Im just feel like giving up. Im tired of crying. Sick of crying. I dont want to be sad anymore. Please. I miss the old us. What happened between us? O'lord :( Argh. Please i dont want to fight with you anymore. Im sorry for being too jealous. Im sorry for caring too much and Im sorry for being too much. Im so sorry for everything. So sorry. Its our fault. Argh. Pressure on me more. Pressure on me more! Hm hmm. This long distance is killing me. Arrrrr. Im just sorry. Okay? Im so sorry. I love you. Yes I do. Im jealous because I love you. But still, its my fault aite? Argh. I miss you. :'( Im sorry. So sorry. I love you, N----.