I dont know

Hahhhh. Rasa mcm nak stop bernafas pun ada. Kenapa aku tekanan sangat ni? Ya Allah, kuatkan lah aku. First, aku memerlukan kawan-kawan aku sangat sangat :( Second, kenapa aku jealous eh tgk org bercinta? Lol, its not important at all. I felt like I lost everything I dnt know why :( I am so sad, for no reason. I tried to chill up myself but its not working. :/ Im guilty here. And I dont know why. aaaaaa. Rasa mcm nak deactive fb pun ada. And i dont know why. Oh gosh, I really wish there's someone will help me with my problems. And i dont know why. I miss someone but I dont know who. I felt nothing. I feel just like 'Please kill me, I got nothing to do with this world anymore'. Arghhh. Can somebody help me with this? No one. Argggghhhh. I hate myself. I cant even control myself right now. Gahhh. Im sorry, k bye.